My life is pretty much fine at this moment. Happy and enjoying every bit of happiness though I'm not sure what it is all about actually. But to be in this state of feeling is more than enough to be questioned. But at times, I'm crying myself to sleep just for no reason. Okay, I'm lying. There must be a reason behind every tears. Perhaps people didn't see what I see, and I didn't see what other people see. Instead of arguing, I'd better drift myself off. Let's be clear. This is me, I made mistake, I made such wrong decision, and that's how I learn.
Back to the main point here which I shouldn't mention it out loud especially here in my blog. The time has come. Maybe I ought to say this. No more sitting and letting you say what you wanna say. Before I begin, have you ever heard of Malay peribahasa or some sort of that saying that satu jari kita menunding pada org 4 jari menunding balik pada kita. So, in everything we do, jgn rase diri tu besar and betul
all the time. Perhaps HE gives you everything you want. But I believe it is all belongs to HIM up there. In a second, it can disappear. You're lucky enough to have someone to love you more than anything else on this earth.
But not me. I'm still the same me waiting for the same old person. Call me dumb, call me idiot. I have been knowing him for the past 3 years or more/less. And I still can't move on because that's the only thing can make me happy. I know he didn't treat me like how your man did.
Do you know that, even in jest, some things hurt. If you ask me for some respect, I deserve to get one too...
Things go wrong & sometimes we fall. World keeps turning & we move along. So just be strong, because life is not that long.
-fieyra zach-
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